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Numbskull

by Thomas J

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1.
Arms 04:58
I've got you at arm's length but I'm always running out on strength I don't know why we're here but we can always try to pretend I don't sleep Hardly ever eat I can't afford to let you get close to me 'cause I don't want you to know I skip beats lose my feet and it's gonna get a hold on me and I don't want it to let me go Just try to amuse me I'll only feed it to the birds Try to act smart and be witty but I always seem to run out of words I don't sleep Hardly ever eat I can't afford to let you get close to me 'cause I don't want you to know I skip beats lose my feet and it's gonna get a hold on me and I don't want it to let me go
2.
I don't have any money I didn't see this life coming I didn't anticipate anything at all I'd like to keep myself busy but doing stuff makes me feel so dizzy So I just end up laying on the floor I like to waste my time but don't you let me, no Don't let me go down that road I was doing fine but then it took me hold I don't wanna fall down that hole The years went by so quick I started to feel sick Remembering that I am not a child I tried to get a job To prove that I'm no slob but all of my plans will take me quite a while I like to waste my time but don't you let me, no Don't let me go down that road I was doing fine but then it took me hold I don't wanna fall down that hole
3.
Devils Meet 04:23
Our devils meet Inside of you and inside of me Our devils meet Inside of you and inside of me And I wanna fall I wanna fall right into the sea And I wanna fall I wanna fall right into me Swallow my pride Want you to come right down to me Take you for a ride IWant you to come right down on me Empty my lies Fuck me with your silent song Right between the eyes Won't you tell me what's going on? Our devils meet Inside of you and inside of me Our devils meet Inside of you and inside of me And I wanna fall I wanna fall right into the sea And I wanna fall I wanna fall right into me Swallow my pride Want you to come right down on me
4.
Inside 05:16
When you spit me out your mouth I'm not looking for a way out I want to get back on the inside Somewhere that a man can hide I don't wanna know I don't wanna know what's ahead Get lost inside a brand new groove I sometimes forget how to move How do we get out of this place? I wanna live inside your face I don't wanna know I don't wanna know what's ahead Stand in a circle of their eyes We should break free of these ties Tangled up in promises But it's the thing that pays the rent I don't wanna know I don't wanna know what's ahead I just wanna know I just wanna know what's inside
5.
Stop rushing I cannot breathe I cannot see It's not nothing When you've got me down upon my knees I wanted everything at once I wanted to get everything done I wanted everything at once but now it's gone away Show me something I want to see something new Eyes are gushing When I'm only here to entertain you I never want to run or hide I just want you by my side I would have given you my life but now you've gone away We need to slow down We need to find out Reduce our speed now
6.
Phone 02:19
I don't know why I am still out I don't know why I'm filled with doubt Turn off my phone Not going home No more data See you later I don't know why I'm filled with fear I'm paralyzed So I'm still here With all my friends Real and pretend We'll have some fun Destroy my lungs Look at the sky Pretty and blue Look through my eyes There is no you We can pretend That this won't end Look at my soul At the gaping hole Family's far Beyond my reach Drive in my car Across the sea We will survive Live our own lives Don't hold too tight Else we might die
7.
Death Knell 05:19
And I guess it's still the same but I really don't feel the same I don't know my name and I don't know my face no more Standing in the shadows in the corner of the after party Heat of conversation I'll just stand here silently Always overdressed or underdressed hoping that we'll get undressed Hoping that I'll get some rest but I want to enjoy the rest Of the night but I don't see an end in sight Drink under the table I just want to show my might I thought I saw a light but it was just my own reflection After a long night of intense introspection Sometimes I feel like I only come in binary Hoping that the others at least do not mind me You know I really don't think much of myself But you don't want me to be anybody else I can hear the death knell I didn't notice but my metabolism halted and they tell me that the human body just can't be faulted But compared to yesterday everything seems to crumble Stamina and sleep patterns just tend to take a tumble Walking past the door of the current generation I'm not that old yet but soon I'll be ancient My brain is weary but it's also like a child Playing with my toys like it's going out of style I'm hoping that I live for quite a long while but what if cancer or something takes me before I have a child? I don't know... That's just the way it will go You know I really don't think much of myself But you don't want me to be anybody else I can hear the death knell See the four walls of my cell Feel the downfall of my mental health
8.
Numbskull 06:25
When I go to bed I fight my head everything that went so wrong but we will be alright it was just a fright but now we know what's going on Drink alcohol Sacrifice your soul Looking for a pretty face There's time to spend And this war will end Thanks for taking part in the race Sometimes I feel like a motherless child Sometimes I feel like a motherless child Sometimes I feel like a motherless child Sometimes I feel like a motherless child Sometimes I feel like a motherless child Sometimes I feel like a motherless child Sometimes I feel like a motherless child
9.
Good 04:36
It's all good if you don't wanna stay tonight We had a good time in the darkness and the flashing lights It's all good The stars are always shining bright I'm on a roll and I know everything will be alright No time for words They won't be heard Just move your limbs Just move your limbs Pull in close Stand on your toes Let each other in Let each other in And I know that you know that come tomorrow We'll be a fading memory So come hit the floor Let yourself explore Nothing is in jeopardy It's all good if you don't wanna stay tonight We had a good time in the darkness and the flashing lights It's all good The stars are always shining bright I'm on a roll and I know everything will be alright Choose your robes Leave your home In your canvas shoes In your canvas shoes Stay up late Let it vibrate Feel your muscles move Feel your muscles move And you're not coming out for the long haul But it's already Saturday 4AM and there's no signs of stopping now Let the time just slip away It's all good if you don't wanna stay tonight We had a good time in the darkness and the flashing lights It's all good The stars are always shining bright I'm on a roll and I know everything will be alright

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released January 29, 2017

All songs written and recorded by Thomas J Marchant.

'Numbskull' contains element from the spiritual 'Sometimes I Feel Like A Motherless Child' - en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sometimes_I_Feel_Like_a_Motherless_Child

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