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When I was in another world
I caught my finger between my hand and a wall
And so began the story of
my greatest ever fall
It felt like it was an act of passion
more than just drunken aggression
I felt like I was in control
I felt like I was in control
but now I'm older
and now I'm wiser
and I see the world
through a rosey visor
The battle scars
that are on my hand
remind me just how far
away I did land
I'm not sure I'd call this my time
2002 was probably my prime
but other than that I'm doing fine
with very few social crimes
I feel like I am in control
I feel like I am in control
Like butter I am on a roll
even though I'm on the fucking dole
So now's the time to celebrate
and let good feelings resonate
I've got no energy left to debate
politics and the welfare state
I was never taught to be afraid
I was never taught to be afraid
I was always taught to be afraid
and goddamn it, am I afraid?
I don't know when I'll next get paid
I don't know when I'll next get laid
I don't know when I'll get made
into something you that can trade
I got butterflies coming from my pocket
My arms fell out of their sockets
My nose is constantly blocking
I've overdosed on lemon Lockets
The brown is forming around my tooth
I'm losing touch with the youth
I can't tell the difference between lies and truth
All I ever see is brutes
I feel like I am in control
I feel like I am getting old
I feel like I am going bald
I feel the sting of the holy God
I try to love my fellow man
but they always fuck up my plans
I get angered by Comic Sans
I’m disgusted by fake tans
The whole world seems to just hate nature
It messes up the entire structure
We’re disgusted by a simple fart
For some reason we take it to heart
When I was at a party drunk
I fell through chairs with a hefty thunk
I felt the stares and my heart just sunk
‘cause l was just the party drunk
I guess this is all about learning
and no matter what we do the world keeps turning
Poor countries will keep on burning
Businessmen will keep on earning
To live life without consequence
plays hard on your conscience
Sometimes I think I’m talking nonsense
Sometimes it comes down to common sense
I feel like I am in control
I feel like I am in control
I feel like I have cleansed my soul
I feel like I am out of the hole
I feel like I am in control
I feel like I am in control
I feel like I am in control
I feel like I am in control

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from The Lost Dream of Being an Astronaut, released April 30, 2011
Thomas J Marchant

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